-Everybody’s Worth Something We Must Chase Our Star Until It Falls From The Sky -Tumblr (3.0; @ashessue1990)http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/<p>My insecurities are hard to fight off but im doing my best every day to keep them under wraps.  I feel my body is just hideous most of the time and my face is devastating&#8230; sometimes i feel pretty&#8230;sometimes i feel like im fine just the way i am but those moments don&#8217;t last forever&#8230;..the thots are painful i don&#8217;t like feeling about myself this way at all.  It makes my eating disorders so much worse&#8230; one moment im binge eating and can&#8217;t stop myself and the nxt day i wont eat at all then i see a picture and it makes me stop eating automatically&#8230; makes me so very sick to my stomach and i can&#8217;t get tht feeling out of my mind after tht point. takes days maybe&#8230; sometimes just a few hours.. sad part im either shoveling food into my mouth or refusing my body of its needs&#8230;.all while battling a horrid battle of never feeling im good enough for anything in my mind&#8230; but i am good enough i just don&#8217;t know when my mind will acknowledge wht is true and wht is insecurity&#8230; i just <em><strong>HOPE</strong> </em>its <em><strong>SOON!!</strong></em></p>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/27974764472http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/27974764472Wed, 25 Jul 2012 06:18:52 -0400hopesoondisableinsecureeatingdisorderlifehappysaddepressedbodyskinnyfatuglyprettymirror<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m60d74BRpW1r5jjrlo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25634777172http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25634777172Fri, 22 Jun 2012 03:37:51 -0400fishwaterphotographyelephantdreamsfeetpantsgreen<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5sf570Vzt1r5jjrlo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25328926031http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25328926031Sun, 17 Jun 2012 20:39:07 -0400smileslifelaughterfreekisseshugscuddlesfamilyfriendssleep<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5rd12htCC1r5jjrlo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25285782593http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25285782593Sun, 17 Jun 2012 06:55:50 -0400worrysorryhappylovecaredreamfeelings<p>thank you :) </p>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25285671841http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25285671841Sun, 17 Jun 2012 06:51:27 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5imdfoWsb1qkcmqlo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><br/><br/></p> </blockquote>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25278070685http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25278070685Sun, 17 Jun 2012 02:23:04 -0400judgehatewhy<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5n32xZNkG1rxf7kgo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25277733812http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25277733812Sun, 17 Jun 2012 02:14:45 -0400wallehehehatershula hoop<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5qwj20V261r5jjrlo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25274141474http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25274141474Sun, 17 Jun 2012 00:59:26 -0400loveabusehopefaithhappysadanger<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5ok5khCle1r5jjrlo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25185597342http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25185597342Fri, 15 Jun 2012 18:36:55 -0400roselifeloveredgreengrow<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5ojjbo9EE1r5jjrlo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>everyone needs peace :)</p>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25184776212http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25184776212Fri, 15 Jun 2012 18:23:35 -0400flowerspeacelovehappybright<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5ohfvEtBd1r5jjrlo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>photography is one of  my arts :)</p>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25181953973http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25181953973Fri, 15 Jun 2012 17:38:19 -0400photographydreamsstartlovelifeflybravecourageweakvulnerablehope<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5oh9udI9h1r5jjrlo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25181722921http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/25181722921Fri, 15 Jun 2012 17:34:42 -0400painloveheartsoulhappinessscarsjealousmeancryingtearsgloomy<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2rq28lNVy1r5jjrlo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/21427906990http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/21427906990Fri, 20 Apr 2012 03:56:32 -0400weirdrandomeccentrichappyyouforeverlifelove<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m05kc3CDkp1r5jjrlo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/18490807465http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/18490807465Wed, 29 Feb 2012 06:38:27 -0500perfectsmileokaynothappyforeverlifelove<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m05ji7vbJW1r5jjrlo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/18490510933http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/18490510933Wed, 29 Feb 2012 06:20:31 -0500happylonelyothersalonesmile<p><strong><em>Just sitting here alone, wondering.  How many others have deep hurting pain inside?  YET nobody around them really knows.  You paint a smile over your frowns.  You giggle and laugh to cover your cries.  Everyone thinks I&#8217;m a very happy person.  And yes i love life and love to smile and laugh.  But i have so much pain that has the power to rip and tear at my soul.  This pain can be torcher and theres noway around it.  Its here to stay. FOREVER.</em></strong></p>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/18490282537http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/18490282537Wed, 29 Feb 2012 06:06:03 -0500smilepainlaughlovehappysadcrypain<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzsj6g4zbI1r5jjrlo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/18065139114http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/18065139114Wed, 22 Feb 2012 05:44:40 -0500magicsweartroubleno goodmischiefdepressionhappylove<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzk3vbphs71r5jjrlo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/17782770513http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/17782770513Fri, 17 Feb 2012 16:33:11 -0500hatelovebreakpainsufferingashleyelephantdreamslivelife<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyu3alZeAv1r78jmqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://anakotowicz.tumblr.com/post/17267098707/drake-brodahl">anakotowicz</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://drakebrodahl.com/">Drake Brodahl</a></p> </blockquote> <p>I LOVE ELEPHANTS</p>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/17315576697http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/17315576697Thu, 09 Feb 2012 07:17:36 -0500elephantsbirdtreehappyfunnysillygoofy<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz0ok44ZXM1r5jjrlo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/17204304664http://ashessue1990.tumblr.com/post/17204304664Tue, 07 Feb 2012 04:48:04 -0500funnyfacephotographyquotehappysillygoofylovelifeworld